i want to get well soon and eat nice food by this friday! yawnz. damn lethargic. shall sleep yet again.

what kind of job should i be looking at? totally direction-less.

被宠坏的爱情被忽略的问题
不安在重复上演像二轮电影
我有预感你在圆谎
爱已搬到某个地方
心不在的陪伴丢不掉的负担
爱情的真相被自己一再拆穿
我有感觉你很慌乱
就是不肯先给答案
我以为没有看到就好
哪怕你游戏的消息他们都知道
还是盲目的和你拥抱
直到残缺的爱情我已保护不了
我以为没有看到就好
哪怕你假装的热情已经都冷掉
还是以为过几天就好
却只等到更多残酷的惊叹号
谁听到我在求救的呼唤
谁帮我抓得到浮木上岸

if i still thought that i am the one able to influence your mood, i must be out of my mind. i know where i stand in your heart. i know that when you ask me for dinner, it's just cause you're lonely and bored. i know that i'm the only one who is still feeling the repercussions and pain. 我知道我已不再是你的谁.